This should be Day 3. Only instead, yesterday evening, I ate pimento cheese after bedtime – at midnight, in fact, after resisting it immediately after (a perfectly on plan) dinner and resisting it AGAIN at 10:00. In hindsight, I should have gone down at 10 and had the last packet and my big glass of herbal tea – but I didn’t want to eat that late, and so instead I wound up committing the worse sin of eating even LATER, and eating off plan. For the record, it was about 3/4 cup of homemade pimento cheese, containing cream cheese, actual shredded cheese, and pimentos, so still low carb but not low cal and clearly NOT a packet NOR “lean” nor “green.”
So that would make today third day, only first perfect day, only I ate lunch out (that was planned) and instead of my usual at this totally SFP (Safe For Packet) place, I ordered their daily special, which is a “Driving Miss Daisy Benny” – like eggs benedict only the stack is of a Southern BISCUIT, a FRIED green tomato, and… PIMENTO CHEESE.
What do we learn here?
1. I cannot be trusted with Pimento Cheese. That stuff’s gotta go. And not down my gullet, Little Kitteh – yeah, I knows what you thinkin.
2. It’s still Day Three – I just have room for improvement. Enough wif the “all or no-sings” thinking, Lil Kitteh – I sees what you did, and one mistake does not justify OR excuse another – no gives up!
3. The scale is the same, which is nice, but not down, which is not nice after behaving all day and then blowing it at the end. Which means…
4. I gotta WANT this again, bad enough to turn down even nommy LC treats, or I will not lose. Gots to find my mojo.